via la tartine gourmande.

quiet evening spent reading and reading in my parents' living room.

we have a little cozy fire burning.

i split my first logs tonight for our little fire.

what an empowering feeling to fill the hearth with an armful of wood that i helped chop with my own two hands!

(well, in all honesty, the logs were already split but i just split the logs further so that they would burn easier...i still raised an ax above my head and made one log into two! i'll tackle the whole logs later.)

tonight i have been reading and reading about all things to do with homesteading.

my mind is running wild with thoughts about chickens and gardens and foraging and much more.

i borrowed a lovely little book from a friend last night (Made From Scratch by Jenna Woginrich).

i started reading it today and am now overloaded with thoughts and ideas and imaginings of what i could do.

it has rekindled in me some of my early aspirations and goals for amelia and now i feel recharged and ready for our return home to country life. 

merry christmas, a few days late!

hope your christmas was filled with delicious treats like these!

jeremiah and i were most spoiled this christmas.

i received so many new toys for my kitchen, the most notable being a pasta maker attachment and a flour grinder attachment for my kitchen aid mixer!

i can't wait to get back into my kitchen to try everything out...

but i will gladly spend a few more days here in nc relaxing with my family. 

happy december seventeenth!

it is now officially christmas break for the austin family!

jeremiah and i are in the process of family hopping...nc to texas to nc again.

it's definitely the best time of year.

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on a different note, today has been filled with thoughts on weight...my body weight to be exact.

what brought this on?

jean shopping.

do i want to sound like a stereotypical girl right now? no.

but, really, shopping for things like jeans can bring out this most stereotypical worry for any girl.

[as can other things, like eating (while other people are refraining) and exercising (when you are not the one doing it].

i am pretty okay with my body, but i do have my own worries and insecurities about it.

i have accepted the fact that i will never be a size 2 or anywhere close to a 110 pounds ever again.

i could probably tailor my diet and exercise routine enough to get somewhere close to those numbers but, in all honesty, i have no desire (zero) to put that much worry and obsession (as i know it would become for me) into something.

it would have absolutely nothing to do with my health.

and that's where the issue lies.

health.

the only reason i want to care about my body weight is because i care about my health.

not because i care about what i look like in a swimsuit or in a pair jeans.

yes, i want to look pretty.

but i want to be okay if i can't fit into a skinny pair of jeans because i have thighs and a behind that make jeans that hug my ankles look ridiculous.

or that i can't wear a certain cut of a dress because i have a chest and a behind, once again, and would end up looking falsely pregnant rather than fashionable. 

i want to watch how much sugar i intake or the amount of food i eat at a meal or how much i exercise a week because i care about my overall health.

because when i am 80 i want to be able to touch my toes and go for long walks and do yoga.

 i am sick, sick, sick of comparing myself and beating up myself and not appreciating what i do have.

i can't do this for the rest of my life.

i can't play this game with other girls.

i just cannot stand to think of dealing constantly with this issue of weight for the rest of my life but i know i will. 

but in the midst of the struggle, i am determined to fight a few things.

number one being the self-condemning and body-analyzing talk, especially with other ladies.

i want to be able to admit my flaws or a goal i may have, but all in a healthy, positive manner. 

that's it.

not easy but simple.

there is so much more i could write about this but my train of thought has left me and i feel pretty relieved by what i have written already.

i don't want to sound like i am coming down on people who do work really hard at having a well-oiled machine of a body.

it's impressive.

but it's not me.

 and i am learning to be okay with that.

happy december fourteenth!

here is a lovely set of pastels that jeremiah gave me for one of my advent gifts.

i wish this photo could properly display the beautiful rainbow of colors. 

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things are quiet here today.

as they are everyday.

although there is a little bit of snoring going on by a certain puppy.

today is overcast which seems to only amplify the bare, brown trees.

oh i wish it would snow!

i set aside today for baking christmas cookies for jeremiah's coworkers.

the kitchen is full of butter, sugar, molasses, eggs and flour.

now i just need to pick a handful of tasty recipes to concoct and a good christmas movie to watch.

happy december twelfth! 

we went on a tacky christmas lights tour in richmond this past weekend.

people actually pay to ride around in a limo to look at lights...

but alex and celena had a better idea.

why not just follow the limo in your own car?

and that's what we four did.

and this is some of what we saw.

happy december eleventh!

lazy sunday here at the austin household.

reading in bed with sweet luna bean...

with sounds of football on the tv in the background.

one more week to go before jeremiah gets two weeks off for christmas!

happy december eighth! 

the sewing bug has bitten...

right in the middle of the holidays.

simplicity patterns are on sale at hobby lobby for .99 cents!

i bought 3 patterns yesterday and started the easiest one today.

i also made a pinafore for one of my close friend's nieces.

i love the design and colors of the fabric.

the pattern is from this lovely little book.

it's great to be in front of my sewing machine again.

it's been too long.

easy-to-make rice-filled hand warmers.

happy december seventh!

here is an easy project to make at home for the holidays.

it would make a great stocking stuffer or small Christmas package for a friend.

also consider making some for yourself.

i know i will be in need of a pair!!

You will need: a piece of flannel, bag of rice (not instant), funnel, sewing machine, and basic  sewing supplies.

Cut four 4" x 4" squares.

With right sides together, stitch two squares of flannel together with a 3/8" seam allowance. Make sure to leave a 1-2" gap on one side. Repeat with other two squares.

Turn bags right side out. Using a funnel, fill each bag halfway to three quarters full of rice.

Machine stitch gap closed. Make sure your stitch is tight. 

To use, microwave on medium high for 2 minutes. Will stay toasty for around 30 minutes. 

inspiration: http://www.ehow.com/how_4557579_make-rice-bag-hand-warmer.html

happy december sixth!

tomorrow i hope to do a post on making rice-filled hand warmers.

this was one of my advent gifts for jeremiah and they are easy as pie to make.

all you will need is a piece of flannel, a bag of rice and basic sewing supplies. 

happy december fifth! 

it's amazing how quickly the days go.

made my first garland using cuttings from around the yard.

our little tree has been up and decorated for a few days now.

jeremiah and i decided to exchange gifts for advent.

he gets a gift on the odd days and i get a gift on the even days.

i think this will be a tradition we definitely keep!

happy december third!

last night we had our good friends, alex and celena, over for our first official sleepover. 

we all decided that adults should be able to have sleepovers too.

so every month or so we hope to make it a tradition of getting together, eating lots of good food, talking, and watching movies and then sleeping all under the same roof.

and last night was the beginning of it all...

and it was lovely!

happy december second!

winter is closing in and it's easy to forget about the beauty outside.

fall and spring are stunning in their own rights,

but there is something so lovely, so comforting, about the season of winter.

snow is by far one of nature's more amazing sights,

but i love the bare trees and the clear skies and the muted colors of winter. 

last night i was reminded of this when i joined jeremiah and wake for their usual after work playtime.

it was dusk and i couldn't help but take a couple of pictures.

they do no justice to the beauty i saw but are a reminder to look out the window or step out on the porch from time to time and appreciate a winter's sky. 

happy first of december...

i hope it's a cold one with lots of warm blankets and a toasty fire!